Here there be monsters…
So…rants and raves from a few years ago that I found to be quite exquisite in their insane rendering. I thought I should share.
May the 2nd 2007
and you know sometimes the fucking fear and loathing comes upon you and were it not for some sense of grace and dignity windows would get smashed and im kind of angry and the moon is full so that just means im off ie not crazy but certainly malcontent and its a wednesday and wednesdays are always fucking wierd. here we live in the land of swine and my ex lover in his bright lavender joker tee shirt comes up to me and looks at me but says nothing and the thing about that is that were incommunicado and i want to rip his fucking head off for the sheer fact that he has the balls to assume anything about what i think or feel and i am wearied by the fact that we can sort of read eachother like a childrens book in huge print. whatever and whatever amen.
Poem: God Knows Where I Left That Thing
I went for a walk
to God knows where
I wandered off
And ended up
In the tangles of your hair, again
Was it years
Or hours ago
I curled up cat-like in your arms
And stared at the line of your jaw
The tranquil sea in your eyes
On my journey I watched the world born
And so it goes, I watched it die
I come back now
From God knows where
Coming back and away
From your skin so milk white and
your long locks so fair
It is now and
Hours to come
I do not curl into this one
His eyes are dying leaves
He knows nothing of the sea
He wears his hair shorn
And he means nothing at all to me
Who has seen the world born
And so has watched it die
All now I can do, taking seat
Is mutter incomprehensibly and sigh
